Despair (feat. Nic Scarlet)

Im in despair and my thoughts living there I got no care but now I must repair Fixing the terror yeah i am the bearer The bearer of traits Im not making no error You wanna tell me what you go'n do? I be kicking this shit like kung fu If you seen what i've seen you would run too Now I never let em know what i'm go'n do I don't understand, all the shit thats all on hand Fucking all the time cuz i'm running out of plans Coming too close I be coming to an end Gotta make it past all the pain can't get in Yeah, I don't gotta say much We ain't take a thing that they gave us Imma tell you once, never gave up If I'm being blunt, gotta save us Yeah slow it down, thats how life goes comes around Hits you in the face but you hide the frown I just got my thoughts then I write them down Aye, always in front of me, when they just talk its redundancy You want a taste so then come and see Get out my face you is under me Im in despair and my thoughts living there I got no care but now I must repair Fixing the terror yeah i am the bearer The bearer of traits Im not making no error You wanna tell me what you go'n do? I be kicking this shit like kung fu If you seen what i've seen you would run too Now I never let em know what i'm go'n do I don't understand, all the shit thats all on hand Fucking all the time cuz i'm running out of plans Coming too close I be coming to an end Gotta make it past all the pain can't get in Yeah, I don't gotta say much We ain't take a thing that they gave us Imma tell you once, never gave up If I'm being blunt, gotta save us Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah Aight Turn it up a little Aight bet I go Max I go crazy i'm the trap lord Red wine flows from the upside gourd Seeing shadows double take gotta hit pause Gotta run away or else I'm a lost cause Got a switch blade red and my hand cocked That's another part of me that's been dropped Voices telling me to run and to don't stop Society got me pressed and now my legs locked Get dropped, on spot I be running from my mind while the time goes Cross faded hours now I'm fucking with my eyes closed I turn to tears as sun sets slow Warm river water down my cheeks flow I get to picking it up and i'm running the ball Running so far my legs give out and fall Success in my life I hustle it all I knew from the start that it wasn't my call I had to keep pushing I know that I need it No matter the waves I push past the sea sick Skip death a couple times know that I cheat it Got my own challenge I know that I beat it Why am I not happy where my time went? All my money gone and all my drugs spent Wish I was a Superman but I'm Clark Kent All I have to offer up is my 2 cents Guess I ain't gotta say much Withdrawl and the panic gone from your touch 6 Gear shift down panic ain't much I guess that just had to come in clutch I say Im in despair and my thoughts living there I got no care but now I must repair Fixing the terror yeah i am the bearer The bearer of traits Im not making no error You wanna tell me what you go'n do? I be kicking this shit like kung fu If you seen what i've seen you would run too Now I never let em know what i'm go'n do I don't understand, all the shit thats all on hand Fucking all the time cuz i'm running out of plans Coming too close I be coming to an end Gotta make it past all the pain can't get in Yeah, I don't gotta say much We ain't take a thing that they gave us Imma tell you once, never gave up If I'm being blunt, gotta save us