Revelation

Walking on this beach In this heat This a cakewalk Found him in the place Show was black Was a late walk Mind ain't been the same It's been cracked I'm not going back Power up inside Pokémon grew evolving that I am everything that I need And all I wanna be Say that everyday You will see Who you wanna see I ain't been the same I been cracked I'm not going back Wasn't always like this There's been times Let me show you that Revelation Temptation Situation Education I'm not from here I done came from Little portals It was black cracked Was a lot of fear Everyday came Single day pain Stinging deeper Nothing changing Then the pain sang Feelings came through Now I'm thinking What I gotta do I'm still thinking What I gotta do Cause I I look into my eyes And I don't feel my soul I look into my heart And I don't feel my soul I know there was a time Only my feelings know They come and pass with time The reason I don't know I'll love you as myself I'm just trying to grow I hope you love yourself Put it on your soul He takes you to a place Where you can be your whole Already back I'm here For future times you know Woke up not feeling the same Committed then feelings had changed Woke up alive I had all this pain One day the pain it just ate me away Sinking in suicide stamped on my face I couldn't look in the mirrors for days Some days would turn into One or two weeks There were some months I can't look at my face Meanwhile I'm here And I'm locked in this place I would just sit in The same spot for days Life and my legacy fading away I lost my grandma I hope she ok I see my demons they laugh everyday Still taking drugs That not taking the pain Broke down in everything Down to my faith Life keep on living I feel out of place I look into my eyes And I don't feel my soul I look into my heart And I don't feel my soul I know there was a time Only my feelings know They come and pass with time The reason I don't know I'll love you as myself I'm just trying to grow I hope you love yourself Put it on your soul He takes you to a place Where you can be your whole Already back im here For future times you know