Your Own Evidence (feat. Disco Wizard)

I didn't know where the touches go The thickened air had a linger The smell of sweat It hasn't happened yet A clutching wrists and some fingers I didn't want to tell the truth I didn't mean to break your heart I never meant to hate myself And I blame you for the simple fact I can Was it all in my dreams? What is happening to me? Why can I blame you, but blame myself too This is all to much And it started with a touch I didn't try to hold you back And when I did it was a panic attack I held my tongue for many years My brain is full as I'm faced with my fears You held me down and choked my words I let it happen I let it happen Oh when will the sky be light again? When will I? I can try to contain my feelings Was it all in my dreams? What is happening to me? Why can I blame you, But blame myself too This is all to much And it started with a touch