Bisbee

I'm just a mirror of everything I see I've run out of possibilities And it's a miracle that I've made it very far While I've got this hole inside my heart I paid my dues inside the chapel every week I tried my best to be so meek Maricopa sunshine was the oxygen for me Til I lost that too back in Tennessee I'm still good I'm still trying though my holiness is dying I'm searching for my bread and wine It's the last call I'm taking When the pearly gates are closing That's if I make it in at all And nobody grieves each time a raindrop falls I'm growing like ivy but I'm lost like a weed I've run out of possibilities Give me a direction so I can run with the wind Like the sky I'm turning light again And there's something in the water that I just can't see It's a murky apparition of somebody like me And I'm fading by the moment into heaven knows what I'm just a wandering soul who isn't wanderlust I'm still good I'm still trying though my holiness is dying I'm searching for my bread and wine It's the last call I'm taking When the pearly gates are closing That's if I make it in at all And nobody grieves each time a raindrop falls