The story goes (b4tw)

Don't even trust no more Cant feel hurt no more Guess I'm bout to run away But I can't run no more I never been this high I ain't never felt so low Before the wilderness How to story goes Cam I don't even trust no more Cant feel hurt no more Guess I'm bout to run away But I can't run no more I never been this high I aint never felt so low Before the wilderness That's how to story goes Back up on my grind Lost my mom, lost my mind Lost everything I had A studio and few bags Whatcha know about it Dam Cam, got skills but never heard aboutcha Wanted to quit Wanted to dip Swallow these pills and lay in a ditch Will I be missed Fan be pissed Got my back With the shits Changed my number and shave my head 9 to 5 it again straight stacking my bread F*ck you lame industry niggas that owe me a check Cried my eyes out when my nigga Reggie died Like how my God O why my God Was my right hand man Not now my God Just spoke to the dude a few days ago Toldem living in my car how the days just go Drove back to the same nigga Exs don't change they play witcha They play And now look at me I don't yo sympathy Wish I could turn it back And do it a lil differently But I really needed that My pain is a symphony Orchestrated chaos Hyphenated differently Yes they prey on the weak Guess he had my heart on a leash Heart too filled up with grief Weeks later, now I'm up tryna leave Peace I need my peace Lord hear me speak I came to repent Burden to heavy for a G I just need a little hope Need to take a little leap So I could be free So I can live life Just wanna get right Too numb to the pain Just wanna look in the light I don't even trust no more Cant feel hurt no more Guess I'm bout to run away But I can't run no more I never been this high I aint never felt so low Before the wilderness That's how to story goes And the story continues Rapin' at the venues Tryna make sense of this What I'm in too What's my purpose What's life Still here That's right Stay focus Eye sight As I look up to the master Why these years been such a disaster Pastor, faster No actor, broadcaster No laughter Moving at pace That my mind couldn't capture Just tell me what it is Give it to me real Like a one shot kill In the wilderness And before I could feel The changing capillar For the wings get revealed Yeah Yeah Yeah I know that Made mistakes, don't wanna go back Friendships fakes and all that They disappeared no call back You get the picture no kodack Was broke as hell no roll back Played the field no black jack Going off no chi rack Hun I wanna play no more Just ain't safe no more Please don't come for me Cause I can't take no more I don't even trust no more Cant feel hurt no more Guess I'm bout to run away But I can't run no more I never been this high I aint never felt so low Before the wilderness That's how to story goes I ain't never felt so high I ain't never been so low That's how to story goes That's how the story goes That's how the story goes