where'd my fucking keys go (altered perception of time)

How'd I wake up on your floor again? Feels like we were inhaling nitrogen Where'd my fucking keys go? Told you I wasn't coming anymore How did I get here? I don't love you anymore That's what she told me As we were laid up on the floor And she was on my tummy Lately I'm afraid to go outside Incase she sees me But lately I don't care at the same time, it's kind of cheesy. So I wait at the edge of time To find myself I guess I'll die I dine alone at this Table for two Slit my wrists and call me pathetic How can I forgive you?