Medications

Little girl from a broken home Place where love was never shown Mama was just never home Daddy was out on his own She made a life with what she had Just to drown out all the bad Left the world with an empty hand Never knew love from the very start Only know how to protect my heart Baby, I'm sorry, don't mean to be so rough Please forgive me, I don't know how to love Cause medications never stop All the pounding, drowning thoughts I don't mean to be so mean When it's just you and me Maybe it's just in my genes hate my brain does these things Baby, it's not you it's me Always seem to ruin things Sometimes I get lost in the thoughts That I would just be better off Days like this I feel like dying But I'm trying Wish I could stop the hurtful words Be the girl that you deserve Wish I could be a different me Hate this side of me Never knew love from the very start Only know how to protect my heart Baby, I'm sorry, don't mean to be so rough Please forgive me, I don't know how to love Cause the medications never stop All the pounding, drowning thoughts I don't mean to be so mean When it's just you and me Maybe it's just in my genes hate my brain does these things Baby, it's not you it's me Always seem to ruin things I don't mean to be so mean Baby, that just isn't me Just isn't me It's just the voices inside my head Wish I could get them to rest Get them to rest Cause the medications never stop All the pounding, drowning thoughts Drowning thoughts Baby, I know it wasn't right it's Just the monsters inside, inside I don't mean to be so mean When it's just you and me Maybe it's just in my genes hate my brain does these things Baby, it's not you, it's me Always seem to ruin things Baby, when it's you and me No place I would rather be