Closing In

The colors are bleeding and I am receding into scenes of yesterday I want to move forward, propel myself toward the point where nothing can stay My solemn conviction, I'm on a mission I'm closing in carefully I know I am scared of myself, unprepared to get well, terrified to believe The story unwinds; unraveling time, and I can barely breathe Sickened with panic, there's something satanic about this memory How long can I weep here? I loved the Grim Reaper until I saw his face Bent on a killing spree, people unwillingly vanished without a trace The closer I get, the further I go The more I commit the less I control I'm closing in, closing in on something big And I don't wanna know just yet what it is Now that I'm closing in I know what's been holding me back from taking my life. I once made a promise, I swore to be honest-to-God I saw nothing that night I'm sorry I woke up and came into focus but there is an artist in me Shaking the truth from my bones letting it known the secrets are free now The closer I get, the further I go The more I commit the less I control. I'm closing in, closing in on something big And I don't wanna know just yet what it is