Mania

In your wicked skin you fight against yourself But you cannot seem to win as far as I can tell I listen to your mania, all your different ways to scream Do you think the price of freedom still a waste of all your dreams Panic in the bedroom, anger in the hall Anguish in the bathroom, I can hear it all You would control your emotions but they move too fast You hope someday, somehow, you will be free at last Back and forth from normal to nuts Round and round from happy to sad Up and down you feel too much The pain you've always had There is a million places for your mind to escape So you have one million things to do every single day But the truth about your trauma itches underneath the scar You are safe as long as you never find out who you are Back and forth from normal to nuts Round and round from happy to sad Up and down you feel too much The pain you've always had The pain you always feel, the pain that never ends Till you grasp the merry-go-wheel and quickly go again Cling to your catharsis and cover up your eyes And wait for redemption to arrive Back and forth from normal to nuts Round and round from happy to sad Up and down you feel too much The pain you've always had