completely (2016)

He told me a million times that I wasn't right Too aggressive, too strong and always fighting And I didn't leave him until there was absolutely nothing And I hated myself for thinking punishment meant loving When he said he cared I couldn't believe him Not since I got out of the cage that last boy had put me in And I wanted to fall but I couldn't risk the landing My heart couldn't handle all that attachment was demanding But I'm sick of running from what I know is true And I'm scared to say it but I think I love you Please be patient it's not your fault I'm terrified And if you're gentle I promise I'll never leave your side People say love is rare and that it ain't free But every time I care I give myself completely And I'm a fool it's true but I'm sick of getting wasted On the kisses of every undeserving boy that I've tasted But I'm sick of running from what I know is true And I'm scared to say it but I think I love you Please be patient it's not your fault I'm terrified And if you're gentle I promise I'll never leave your side