Trust Myself

I've been listening to indie-folk and feeling kind of blue I've been tryna call my brother more and think less about you When we go so long so on and off I don't know what to do Every self-help book just tells me to love myself to break through Ohh, I don't think that I trust myself about it Ohh, between you and me I'm not sure that we have it I've been keeping busy on the weekdays when it's been just me I've got more spare time in my new house but why turn on the heat? And my heart it says just let you in, I'd do it happily But sometimes your conscience isn't home as I'd like to believe Ohh, I don't think that I trust myself about it Ohh, between you and me I'm not sure that we have it Are we living different lives? Will you just tell the truth this time Ohh, I don't think that I trust myself about it