never (never ever)

I will never watch you fall and die I will never watch you learn to cry I found myself inside a place I never thought I'd be But who am i to Define a tragedy And this is such a mess I've never learned my shame I'm just a fucking whore Searching for her name For her name (for her name) Victoria county, 120 miles With the rain you pour, I never see you smile Shit, I'm back where I began I never meant to change Back into the asshole Hidden in my brain I conjugate my wisdom It never stays the same More like it's adapting To accept more pain Right in front of you More or less familiar and abstract