New Ish

Stuck in my ways oh boy why you play with me? You know it’s hard to leave I know you not for me I walk away so fast You throw me out to sea That’s how it’s gotta be You like the rain when it’s sunny Let’s not fight cuz I’m above it When you get to speakin the only that’s in my ear is the lies you be spillin' I wanna tell you how I’m feelin' You don’t never wanna hear it I just need someone to listen Maybe that’s why I been sippin' Excuse me I been goin' through it Its not gettin' easier I feel so stupid For letting you love me then seize it it’s ruined good reasons God's doing (yeah) I need a genie to come grant my wishes But 3 ain’t enough cuz I got a whole list and I’m sorry if I ask for too much not trippin' I’ve always hustled alone this ain’t new ish This ain’t new ish Sorry if I ask for too much not trippin' Why do I sit reminisce bout the times we had? I do recall how it all went from good to bad You promised me you’d never leave me goin' out all sad You should of thought of that Cuz now a days it’s you who mad Talk to me Tell me everything you wanna say I heard it all I swear you all the same I can’t get caught up in what I wanna be That shit ain’t good for my soul is too deep Just cuz you said so don’t mean I believe Poppin' that, so all these thoughts will leave Someone who keep it real is what I really need You never noticed the hurt in me I’m careful how I keep the energy I’ve always hustled alone this ain’t new ish This ain’t new ish Sorry if I ask for too much not trippin'