All Jazzed Up (Radio Edit)

Today . today of all days I had forgotten to pray Was so focused on how I would handle things my own way How could you judge me As if you're no sinner I'm Black broke bitter and you know all my triggers So instead of helping me You laughed at my sorrows Huh enjoy that laughter today Because victory is mine's tomorrow I have tried everything to remain calm I had placed you on my forgiven list I've bit my tongue so long That a portion of it has fallen off No more gloves No lost love The forbidden fruit has left a bad taste in my mouth My soul is tied to someone that doesn't live in my house Judas is that you, oh hey ole"Friend" Quitate de mi cara Que, No habla ingles Oh let me translate Get the outta my face Don't let this smile fool you I am who I let you think I am It's my alter ego that has you confused Don't try to figure me out I'm a human Rubik's cube Today . today of all days I had forgotten to pray Was so focused on how I would handle things my own way I was all Jazzed up With the attitude that I don't give a FUH My plan didn't work I ended up on my knees crying in the war room The first the only place I Should've went to Today . today of all days I had forgotten to pray Was so focused on how I would handle things my own way But had I not made this mistake I wouldn't be the person I wouldn't be the woman That I am today My struggles, my crying and suffering Gave me the strength I needed To Live Laugh and love again