Losses

I don took so many losses losses Finally got the courage to numb the pain I lost it I don been thru hell and back Aint never said I forfeit I just pray to God I'm hoping that he's hearing me All them dark days Dark nights I aint tryna go back no more All them times When a nigga had shit to live for All them times when a nigga was down so low Aint even had no food on the plate I was dolo Now I put the pen to pad And I'm turning all the pain into melodies I'm Singing bout my past And I'm hoping that y'all feeling me This music shit my therapy I'm thinking bout sins And I pray the Lord forgiving me Cause I'm human human I sin and I lust From ash where we come And to ash we return Ay ay I don took so many losses losses Finally got the courage to numb the pain I lost it I don been thru hell and back Aint never said I forfeit I just pray to God I'm hoping that he hearing me all them dark days Dark nights I aint tryna go back no more All them times When a nigga had shit to live for All them times when a nigga was down so low Aint had no food on the plate I was dolo Thinking to my past Man I use that shit as motivation All them times caught up In that fucked up situation I think its bout time a nigga get a vacation Prolly a baecation Nah I need a convocation I want a plaque I want a check I want the jewelries too And while you at it You could add a Richard millie to it I think its bout time I got some reparation Cause I don been to hell and back And I don took so many losses