Just Emotions

All these feelings and emotions Make it hard sometimes for me to hold in Seen too much but I never let it fold me Why it's so hard for me to open up? About my feelings and emotions Weight of the world always laying on my shoulders Stay to myself cause even family phony Why it's so hard for me to open up? On the E-Way going slowly Just found out my dog ain't really for me Stay olo so all I'll ever need is me We been down since like 2013 Nine whole years of giving my loyalty Then you go and let Hennessy spill the tea Never crossed my mind you would be jealous of me Know a drunken mind gonna speak sober things When the shit went down and I was bout to lose my mind I would call on you and we would sit and talk for hours You was one of the ones I could depend on High anxiety I couldn't trust no one Now I'm just driving til I feel tired I'm tired of writing these songs bout my hurt When I hurt you will regret it forever And when I love you gonna feel it forever cause... All these feelings and emotions Make it hard sometimes for me to hold in Seen too much but I never let it fold me Why it's so hard for me to open up? About my feelings and emotions Weight of the world always laying on my shoulders Stay to myself cause even family phony Why it's so hard for me to open up? I got one best friend and we been down since Lee's If you know you know that's like 20 something years When my own family turned they backs on me You was there for me and put me on legit money I remember we was sneaking out the window at ya aunty house Hopping back inside the window and I got stuck Back when life and loyalty was so simple The pandemic and inflation makes it hard to trust now.... Let me breathe... Redirect my thoughts like my mama taught me Keep in touch with Pops cause the wisdom that he give me Told me keep my mind on my money, and stay out of my feelings Keep them people out your game room And keep them women out ya benjis All this running through my temple While I solo slide on 75 cause... All these feelings and emotions Make it hard sometimes for me to hold in Seen too much but I never let it fold me Why it's so hard for me to open up? About my feelings and emotions Weight of the world always laying on my shoulders Stay to myself cause even family phony Why it's so hard for me to open up?