Circles

Gangsters don't dance, but they always go in circles Paranoid, headphones drown the noise 3 months I'm unemployed, relationships I avoid Because they never fill the void, eye roll I'm annoyed Need the Son shine, like mayweather, so call me Floyd (uh) Walking thru the garden, looking for the bright flowers For May sunshine, we gotta have April showers Princess, Mario kart, I'll save you from bowser Paranoid, I'll lose you, love found on the browser (uh) Thomas the doubter, Lael work on believing Head up, so I'm breathing, Jesus save me from demons I think they plotting and scheming, tryna plot on my freedom Paranoid I'll never have it, so close, but can't reach it I'm feeling anxiety, insecure in society Drunk off all of my pride, messing up my sobriety Walking down the hallway, why he tryna follow me Praying is the only reason this thing ain't swallowed me I ain't been same, hold my hand (hold my hand) Hold me tight if you understand (hold me strong) Just keep strong yeah (hold up) Just hold on yeah (hold up) Why ain't you answer phone, tell me where have you gone I'm scared something happened to you, a call for alarm Paranoia, she don't love me, just good with the charm And if I pull up to her job she in another ones arm I know flexing can make them jealous, envy makes them act hellish Tryna catch up to me, but your thing always been relish My Queen always been fairer, only brings me more terror Scared I don't know who you are, got on way too much mascara Scared ima have a kid, and not understand how to live And they gonna be the ones to pay for all of the evil I did Lots wife, don't look behind, but I always think about time Time that I won't get back, in the front of my mind Scared God'll be disappointed, bless and very anointed But I ain't work hard enough, just took my finger and pointed Paranoid love would make life feel worth while Paranoid, I'll be another (don't you say that) facing trial, in these circles I ain't been same, hold my hand (hold my hand) Hold me tight if you understand (hold me strong) Just keep strong yeah (hold up) Just hold on yeah (hold up) Gangsters don't dance, but they always go in circles