Ain't Relapsing (feat. Terron Brooks)

I see Your name see Your grace I close my eyes seek Your face Lord knows I’ve tried to replace Everything You’ve given to me I try to go hard on my own I try to take credit for it I like to keep secrets of my own And no I ain't relapsing but I’m headed for it Look if I don’t put this work in Get to working my steps I don’t know about you But for me it’s life or death I wanted to write this song That hit up on the track But instead I’m just telling you where I’m at My Savior My creator My inspiration My final destination My source of my innovation I prayed while I was making this song And He told me look You making it harder You trying to read From a different book You so divided You think that your life is so exciting That you writing about your children Going to get people to buy it Well try it But make sure when you go in the booth You tell the truth I see Your name see Your grace I close my eyes seek Your face Lord knows I’ve tried to replace Everything You’ve given to me I try to go hard on my own I try to take credit for it I like to keep secrets of my own And no I ain't relapsing but I’m headed for it Man look at all these rhymes I made Look at all this time I spent trying to get paid Man look at all these children I created And look at all these buildings I eventually evacuated I came from nothing But really did I I mean my mama kept me fed Was I living a lie And given the opportunity to make something great I put the breaks on the food And left my soul on the plate But I ate And I ate well But that rich folk steak will make your ego swell Man he won’t tell Yes I will lest I fall Bless my Savior I got called Let it marinate My broken dream Became my faith unseen And my faith in that city Queen Left me dying to breath I relied on the trees and fire water For my higher calling The choir singing But the congregation ain’t responding Raising the roof but I forgot That I could raise the conscious It’s hard to tell the kids To never be afraid of monsters When these hotel windows getting smashed out I try to tell them be quiet Try not to lash out I see Your name see Your grace I close my eyes seek Your face Lord knows I’ve tried to replace Everything You’ve given to me I try to go hard on my own I try to take credit for it I like to keep secrets of my own And no I ain't relapsing but I’m headed for it