Bad Vibes

I wonder what um true happiness feels like I’m serious Heads down getting tripped up in my thoughts now They say smile and I don’t really know how Bad vibes no it ain’t the move any day But I got some struggles so I got them anyways Heads down getting tripped up in my thoughts now They say smile and I don’t really know how Bad vibes no it ain’t the move any day But I got some struggles so I got them anyways Waking up in the mornings always hard for me Cuz when I close my eyes I never get sleep I’m living all these memories none I wanna see I never get to dream I just wanna fall asleep And my heart doesn’t really beat the way it should I mean it goes thump thump but I don’t feel shit I just think logically it was a fucked up childhood I don’t know why I’m like this and I hate it I’ve never really felt like I fit in anywhere Maybe it’s because I don’t know myself Everyday I get surprised by the things I say I change so fast what’s this game I play I have a care free mental that no one likes But that doesn’t bother me ya know cuz I don’t care Yet my heart is really big trust me I swear I treat everyone the same cuz we’re all alike Heads down getting tripped up in my thoughts now They say smile and I don’t really know how Bad vibes no it ain’t the move any day But I got some struggles so I got them anyways Heads down getting tripped up in my thoughts now They say smile and I don’t really know how Bad vibes no it ain’t the move any day But I got some struggles so I got them anyways Man it feels just like yesterday There was color in my life Now everything’s grey I remember as a kid I used to smile and laugh Now I have a blank face it’s because of my past Every now and then I like to stay up late Reminiscing through my head tryna find a happy place But when I find my peace i never feel great It just feels like I’m lost in an empty space I wanna walk around with a smile that's not fake I’m tired of feeling dead even though I’m alive My head constantly hurts I just want a break But others need help so I’m sure I’ll survive I live a life led by morals right and wrong I wanna see the world smile even tho I can’t There’s too many bad vibes let’s get along Go talk to your friend cuz they might need to rant Heads down getting tripped up in my thoughts now They say smile and I don’t really know how Bad vibes no it ain’t the move any day But I got some struggles so I got them anyways Heads down getting tripped up in my thoughts now They say smile and I don’t really know how Bad vibes no it ain’t the move any day But I got some struggles so I got them anyways