Thought of Being Sober Seem Far-Fetched

Ay yuh woah yuh aye bitch its yung laughy on the beat what you know hoe Time after time after time I be thinking of a time when everything seemed alright But now it seems all I ever wanna do is die I can't seem to get it right Time after time She still on my mind Trauma from my past I'm shining like a light I can't give advice I'm fucked up in the mind Weed it keep me straight Once I hit that drank Things get outta place These xans all in my face Dead on my hand ain't that a shame I am too blame My demise that I made My grave that I banked Shallow like my faith 999 on da wrist flipped it's that triple 6 The thoughts of me sober Ain't it seem far fetched Chasing after these demons, like I sold my soul to the man