Quarter-Life Crisis

(oh-woah) (oh-woah) (oh-woah) (oh-woah) My cousins getting married my friend just bought a house My ex travels the world while I watch it from my couch My sis is off to college soon enough she'll find a spouse Why can't I stay in school or put my effort where it counts Life is getting scary my head is full of doubts Will I be successful? or will I be a grouch? No one can attest when only I can vouch. Do I keep it pushin? or do I just cut it out? If lost is just an understatement I must be a void (oh-woah) I don't go to parties and most people I avoid (oh-woah) I don't have a job I put the un in unemployed I'm exactly what I didn't wanna to be and I'm destroyed I wanna write songs but the odds are slim to none (oh-woah) All they wanna hear about is paper and a gun (oh-woah) Reality is checking me ain't even 21 I only ever been the guy of a widow with a son Sometimes I wanna run but I have nowhere to go I think about my moms and I think about my bro I almost joined the military but that shits a no All I fantasize about is headlining a show Looking at the crowd with a wire to my waist yeah Singing my own lyrics reminiscing what I chased yeah Thinking bout the times that I thought my time was waste After all that I had been through and all that I have faced I need money over love I need money over drugs (oh-woah) I need money over any X O kiss or hug Yeah (oh-woah) Sorry that's the truth Can't give any to the plug I been stone cold sober put the screw back in my lug One day or day one? about a week ago today (oh-woah) I'm writing this at 12am Sunday to Monday (oh-woah) In 2024 I'm committing to my way Ima work while no one's watching give a f*ck bout what they say I could be a Nomad walking place to place Throw out all the Metal on my chest and on my face The only Time is now and I got no time to waste What They Know is futile compared to what I taste Entropy's my life's work perfection of the goal (oh-woah) To who though I still wonder that I owe this debt I toll (oh-woah) Don't let go as I stare right though the bull I've been broken in the best way and put together whole My cousins getting married my friend just bought a house My ex travels the world while I watch it from my couch My sis is off to college soon enough she'll find a spouse Why can't I stay in school or put my effort where it counts Life is getting scary my head is full of doubts Will I be successful? or will I be a grouch? No one can attest when only I can vouch. Do I keep it pushin? or do I just cut it out? (cut it out)