Consumed

It's like I'm being overtaken by a force You could never ever reckon with Challenge it You might end up face down in a pit Remembering no family, no fiancée, no friend But I'm feeling like I could never reach through to you You do you Everybody cool? You cool Yeah, now listen motherfucker I got work to do Just don't end up like the last guy He done blew his brains out All over the neighbors house And left spouse Family and friends in the black clothes But today I'm feeling generous I'm giving gifts away like Santa Motherfuckers think I'm on a mission to retaliate But all I do is barricade myself into a never breaking Never ending rain of hallucinate taking thoughts That I could never wake up from feeling the beat That's what fucking history has taught me I'm like a wolf dressed up as a sheep But it doesn't matter if I got a shirt, a sweater or dress up in fucking leather I will know defeat Things feel real but I gotta need to know That I got thoughts in my mind I didn't make alone This is feeling like I'm on the real end But every time I wake up It's from a fucking dream Let me clarify this I can see right and wrong It's dark It's cold And I'm alone I got a feeling it is creeping up to me And I don't know where the f*ck to go Creeping up to me It is creeping up to me, no Creeping up to me It is creeping up to me no Motherfuckers think I'm getting weak Motherfuckers think that they come in and they defeat me That's a little cheap sheep What is it that you can do that I can not defeat You in Is it making a beat? No in that I win Or is it mentally? I probably wouldn't see you Crossing the finish line first But I understand your thirst 'Cause I've been taking it away What you wanted to have Since you was a little baby Now it's too late But lately You follow the river like fish But I got myself a bow and arrow and a quiver And I'm aiming at the lake where you fuckers swim Little bitch Things feel real but I gotta need to know That I got thoughts in my mind I didn't make alone This is feeling like I'm on the real end But every time I wake up It's from a fucking dream