From Within

My mind is full of stupid thoughts One day I woke up to write 'em all down And I'm not quite finished yet Matter fact this is just the beginning of it And every sheet has a meaning to me And it's hard to see That somebody wouldn't share this belief And it's hard to breathe If you feel like the only who sees A lonely disease Lyrical quality about to decease So this is how it's gonna be A couple tryhard G's Rap on soundcloud beats Mumbling lyrics with a Hi-Hat bleed An 808 below And that's your masterpiece My mind is full of stupid thoughts One day I woke up to write 'em all down And I'm not quite finished yet Matter fact this is just the beginning of it And even if you criticized what I did The hardest critic Is always me 'cause my shit Can't be good enough And I don't know this line doesn't fit here Always under attack And I don't know why it's rap That I persue I don't think that's what I'm good at Do you? But why else would I look back When I left this game so many times to say goodbye But always come right back to write another line And this feels like a beginning to me I'm beginning to breathe And I'm beginning to see That if I'm gonna be the person That I wanted to be It's gonna take another level of dedication Eradicating the seas So this is how it's gonna be I'm getting in my own way now of making my beats And for every word I'm writing down it's feeling like a victory When I don't believe in me, so When I I crush me from the inside I get to me from within I Seem to be hating what I do When I I crush me from the inside I get to me from within I Seem to be hating what I do Writing is easy they say Just start at the beginning and then don't drift away But if they would know What is going on Inside of my head When I'm all alone And I'm in the zone I have no control I have to beat it Get rid of all the bullshit on the paper and repeat it But this time I'm gonna use what I have learned for many reasons I'm putting a verse together That I really do believe in And even if you feel no energy Power is down And you feel this is the whackest beat Say you need something with a little electricity I don't waste mine For what you have to say to me The only enemy I listen to: The inner me Repeatedly telling me that I'll never hit the ceiling But I don't see that I never seem to reach The things I care about But that are out of my belief and When I I crush me from the inside I get to me from within I Seem to be hating what I do When I I crush me from the inside I get to me from within I Seem to be hating what I do And it might be hard to believe But every time I write a line it falls into pieces And I fall into grief Not trusting the words that I read Words that I read Hard to believe But every time I write a line I fall into grief And it falls in with me And I'm not trusting the words I read When I I crush me from the inside I get to me from within I Seem to be hating what I do When I I crush me from the inside I get to me from within I Seem to be hating what I do And it might be hard to believe But every time I write a line it falls into pieces And I fall into grief Not trusting the words that I read Words that I read Hard to believe But every time I write a line I fall into grief And it falls in with me And I'm not trusting the words I read When I