Cognizance

Look, I cannot write but I cannot be wrong either I let my guard down next thing I saw the Grim Reaper I saw him he's just a just a Chronos, Cronus, and Corone dealer African queen. I hold my crown like Lupita I've got the Juice like I'm Dame I am not running for fame I am just lifting Yah's name Sometimes it's hard to cling It's hard to be a Believer when you just want to fit in It's hard to represent Christ when everyone's tarnished his name But when I look at the past I do not want to go back Don't want to relapse to that Cried out my eyes that's a fact Psalm 6 became my own melody Loving you be a felony Heal me, Lord, I'm in agony Devil tryna be a frenemy Now let's talk boys Man, they tryna hit me up like I'm a birdie Holy Spirit, come and fill my cup. Lord, don't desert me Many Kens around me and guess what I'm the Barbie I find my way in Christ when all the doors closing Jesus give me life when all my hopes broken With him, I get the bare necessities like I was Mowgli With him, I've got keys to every door like I was chosen Cause I am chosen I am chosen I feel like I'm losing it Yeah, I love you but I feel I'm losing it Because of you Losing, losing, losing, losing The truth is you're toxic No, not in that kind of way But you're poison to me You make me afraid You say it's okay You encourage bad ways I didn't see it before But right now, I'm amazed Oh yes, I'm amazed But I'm stuck in your maze