Alone

I been alone so long I can't put my finger on what's wrong I can't breathe the stress been suffocating me I wear my heart on my sleeves I think gon plan on taking me I then did so much wrong I hope the angels waiting patiently Have mercy on my soul tell my brother don't put your faith in me They say the good die young f*ck I'm ready to put my suit on Pull up on a rival block I ain't hiding from no shoot out I think I really lost my mind, I'm the first to admit I seen the signs I'm in debt with the reaper it's time to pay the fines To many times on my life I been victimized God help me I got demons that live deep inside I can't just watch it burn I'm tryna feel the fire I don't experiment with drugs but I need a different high My niggas got to switching sides that shit was no surprise Ik my son see the pain when he look me in my eyes Tell em I love 'em kiss and hug him Hold em and say a prayer for his brother I need strength cause I'm prepared to go under I'm sunken On my back they got this mothe fucking monkey I'm bouta go stupid act a motha fucking donkey I remember them days I was cold and I was lonely I was staring at the sun but I still felt it storming I can't breathe the stress been suffocating me I wear my heart on my sleeves I think gon plan on taking me I then did so much wrong I hope the angels waiting patiently Have mercy on my soul tell my brother don't put your faith in me They say the good die young f*ck I'm ready to put my suit on Pull up on a rival block I ain't hiding from no shoot out I think I really lost my mind, I'm the first to admit I seen the signs I'm in debt with the reaper it's time to pay the fines Trapped in my mind I'm doing time like I commit a crime I Ain't never got shit off the muscle I been solidified I keep some Nigga by my side that's gone really ride I ain't the same don't play with me or you gon really die I been reminiscing I need healing I can't shake the feeling All the pain running thru my veins i might not be the same Tells people get out my head I will never play your game Ima always own up to my past I will never be ashed I can't change up fa a dolla nigga f*ck the fame When I pull up on tha block Ik they know my name Tell them bitches stay out the way cause I got perfect aim And we ain't dunkin from no smoke nigga we love to bang I can't breathe the stress been suffocating me I wear my heart on my sleeves I think gon plan on taking me I then did so much wrong I hope the angels waiting patiently Have mercy on my soul tell my brother don't put your faith in me They say the good die young f*ck I'm ready to put my suit on Pull up on a rival block I ain't hiding from no shoot out I think I really lost my mind, I'm the first to admit I seen the signs I'm in debt with the reaper it's time to pay the fines