Lilith

I gotta do this shit alone, you know life it isn't fair You just spit out bullshit, and niggas like me really rare I tried to show you but you stuck on trauma from the past I'm not the same but baby you don't even know the half You cut me for I could show exactly how I'm down Swear I'm the truth but from you, I can't even get a smile Don't drink that juice as much, I used to fill my cup with brown This brown skin beauty probably finna let me down If ignorance is bliss, I guess that's all you want it for I ask my God forgive me, like why is this world so cold I say I'm blessed in one second, but really I don't know Cause what is life without loved ones, you know we dying slow Feel like a perfect world, it really just exists in dreams I told myself I'd get it niggas say by any means I want a couple of them dollars while you chasing green That's what I really want but that ain't really what I need If love is dead just tell me you ain't gotta beat around You know I'm dead inside so maybe I stepped out of bounds Just praying that you make it through and make it safe and sound I'm drinking all my pain away until a nigga drown I look for peace in places that I should've never been I knew we wouldn't last so I done tried to be a friend Can't get emotional, my tears been dried away for years I'll die without the love but that's the only thing I fear If love is dead just tell me you ain't gotta beat around You know I'm dead inside so maybe I stepped out of bounds Just praying that you make it through and make it safe and sound I'm drinking all my pain away until a nigga drown