Close to Me

Unproud of the things I do Maybe I'm a fool I don't deserve this The things that you do Maybe you're the fool You don't' deserve me At my best Even through my worst You should be here But your presence remains distant You're so close to me Yet you don't even know me Back and forth You play pretend These games you play they never end I'm trying my best to hold up my defense What can I do to understand Wondering where your love has went Or Too difficult Saying what's on my mind But easy for me to trust in words Most of the time And I Just wanna be loved, wanna be loved, wanna be loved by you You're so close to me Yet you don't even know me Back and forth You play pretend These games you play they never end I'm trying my best to hold up my defense What can I do to understand Wondering where your love has went Or Sometimes I wish that we were just a little bit closer Someday I hope you'll let me lay my head on your shoulder They say you'll know a little better when you grow older But all we got's a love that only seems to get colder