Ellipse

I fell into it one windy day inside It tickled my ears and whispered in my mind An ellipse so powerful in my head Taken me over, defined me instead When was I free of this world so Unforgiving, unrelenting I haven't forgotten it since I'm kept prisoner inside My own body, in my own mind Can the torture just end now How can I be this cruel More evil than anyone here No person will deserve this pain Except for the soul inside my own brain For who is controlling me This world is turning to nothing blue It's true And these thoughts are now my body Now my heartbeat, now my breathing They have found a home inside of me Will I live here forever, inside this awful hell That I can't escape unless asleep Stuck in my head No escape I can't rewind I'm trapped, and I need an ellipse Maybe one day they will go away One bright and sunny day Yet all my eyes let me see is rain I am stuck within a circle Where I run away from this Yet I just come right back to where I began Stuck in my head No escape I can't rewind I'm trapped, and I need an ellipse No matter how far I travel I will always stare into that hell Unless I die, or become someone else I'm a prisoner to myself Stuck in my head No escape I can't rewind I'm trapped, and I need an ellipse