Hate's a Strong Word

Ive spent so many evenings walking alone in the forest near my home Ignoring every text coming from my phone Wondering whether to ever come home Everything I feel Feels like a lie Every thought that crosses my mind Hates a strong word Fate can f*ck you over Hates a strong word I cant wait for closure This downward spiral hasn't stopped since February My demons seem fake, I want them gone for my parents sake Am I putting this on, am I doing this just for fun Everything I feel feels like a lie Every thought that crosses my mind Hates a strong word Fate can f*ck you over Hates a strong word I can't wait for closure Did I f*ck up Did I do something wrong Did I make the wrong decisions​ I do nothing but try and be kind But lifes not on my fucking side Everything I feel feels like a lie Every thought that crosses my mind Hates a strong word Fate can f*ck you over Hates a strong word I can't wait for closure