Pity Party

I always sit back and tell myself that I fell in love with you But in reality, it was just the person that I thought you were All the times you screwed me over I just had to convince myself You don't really mean it It was just a cry for help You contradict yourself Bad for my mental health Says a lot about you Won't give you all my time Slip in and out my mind I'm good without you This time I'm not throwing a pity party F*ck that, no excuse, hell I'm not sorry Why should I settle for a boy? That I don't need This time I'm not throwing a pity party All that's too confused, it's not your story I've got my freedom to enjoy Cause I don't carry your ghosts with me If I could take back the times that we had Things would be easier I remember all the times till 3 just on the line thinking honestly I should've slept I'm not the one who's meant to fix you Boy, I'm not your therapist The red flags you walked me through Aren't mine anymore to miss I'm better for myself Don't need anybody else Says a lot about me I'll give me all my time My priorities in line Won't ever doubt me This time I'm not throwing a pity party F*ck that, no excuse, hell I'm not sorry Why should I settle for a boy? That I don't need This time I'm not throwing a pity party All that's too confused, it's not your story I've got my freedom to enjoy Cause I don't carry your ghosts with me