ADHD!

Get up, I tell myself Get up, I hear the bell My body's held down by a thousand thoughts Sun's up, time to awake What's up, if I just stay Asleep for quite some time? I think I'll be just fine But My friends wanna hang out And I'm trying not to drown I'm being held down, being held down. Held by thoughts in my head (Stuck now) I'm being held down Can I please get up now? Oh look, I tell myself Scroll through, it's almost 12! I don't know how I stayed right here Maybe it's the trauma, maybe it's the pain Maybe it's the voices that are fighting in my brain Why am I so afraid to go outside? My friends wanna hang out And I'm trying not to drown I'm being held down, being held down. Held by thoughts in my head (In my head) I'm being held down Can I please get up now? Can I please get up now?