Not Christmas to Me (Demo)

Christmas Eve in my hometown Candles light window panes Silent streets slowing time down Looks like nothing has changed I’ve been waiting for December Cause it always used to take me away Shouldn't it feel like it’s Christmas now that snow is falling Shopping for gifts hoping they can fill this empty stocking I hung the lights, decorated the tree It looks like Christmas But it’s not Christmas to me Not Christmas to me Every time I come back here I feel further away I was hoping that this year It would feel like a holiday I’ve been waiting for December But some things even Santa can’t save Shouldn't it feel like it’s Christmas now that snow is falling Shopping for gifts hoping they can fill this empty stocking I hung the lights, decorated the tree It looks like Christmas But it’s not Christmas to me Not Christmas to me The years keep on passing And I can’t wish them back And I keep holding on like I’m the ghost of my own Christmas past Shouldn't it feel like it’s Christmas now that snow is falling Shopping for gifts hoping they can fill this empty stocking I hung the lights, decorated the tree It looks like Christmas But it’s not Christmas to me Not Christmas to me Not Christmas to me