Love N War

Started off with honesty ended up as enemies Though you meant the world to me, now the rest is history Thinking back on all the shit you put me through There's no way in the hell that I could love on you But sometimes when the sky is grey I think it's blue So I'll believe the lies until I think it true It's hard to read the words between the blurry lines And when it's not okay I'll justify it's fine You try to walk in faith and think that love is blind So why's there always judgement when it comes to mine I held my own and tried to keep my mental straight But I can't help but reminisce upon those rainy days You'd think that it get tiring stuck in replay And yet somehow I still found beauty in the mess you made That's love n war , yeah who's keeping score (Started off with honesty ended up as enemies) That's love n war, yeah who's keeping score (Though you meant the world to me, now the rest is history) Started off with honesty ended up as enemies Though you meant the world to me, now the rest is history Trying to put the memories into the past There's so many times I knew it wouldn't last, Walk around eggshells like it's broken glass Play the perfect part only portray the mask Switched on me in times I thought you never would Thought Even in confusion we still understood Like SZA if I can't have you then no one should (I might kill my ex) The voices in my head saying we're done for good (I'm on to the next) Was always second best playing your mental games And you know I'd let you back but it won't be the same You try to build a house with the broken remains And no one finds satisfaction til it's up in flames I cannot lie to you we gave each other quite a run We clear the battle field we leave it here the damage done That's love n war , yeah who's keeping score (Started off with honesty ended up as enemies) That's love n war, yeah who's keeping score (Though you meant the world to me, now the rest is history) That's love n war , yeah who's keeping score (Started off with honesty ended up as enemies) That's love n war, yeah who's keeping score (Though you meant the world to me, now the rest is history)