I'm Sorry, Is That OK?

I'm sitting, alone Sipping on my ice tea Thinking about what we could be I need To think this all through I wish It could just be true If I do I don't know where you'll go I just wanted you to know I want Myself To believe The lie I tell Myself All day And Night But I've Known you For all my Life And I Don't want That us To die Can I, say it Without breaking your heart Even With us being so far apart I don't Want to tell you no But I guess I have to do so If I do I don't know where you'll go I just wanted you to know I want Myself To believe The lie I tell Myself All day And Night But I've Known you For all my Life And I Don't want That us To die I'm so foolish I'm so weak I can't say it Or I'm gonna freak I'm such a wimp I have to say it in a song You've been the bravest all along If I say it I don't know where you'll go I just wanted you to know I want Myself To believe The lie I tell Myself All day And Night But I've Known you For all my Life And I Don't want That us To die I love you It's just not the same I'm sorry It that okay