I'm Sorry, Is That Okay?

I'm sitting alone Sipping on my ice-tea Thinking about What we could be I need To think this all through I wish It could just be true And if I do I don't know where you'll go I just wanted you to know I want myself to believe the lie I tell myself all day and night But I've known you for all my life And I don't want that us to die Can I say it Without breaking your heart? Even with us being so far apart I don't want to tell you no But I guess I just have to do so And if I do I don't know where you'll go I just wanted you to know I want myself to believe the lie I tell myself all day and night But I've known you for all my life And I don't want that us to die I'm so foolish, I'm so weak I can't say it or I'm gonna freak I'm such a wimp, I have to say it in a song You've been the bravest all along If I say it I don't know where you'll go I just wanted you to know I want myself to believe the lie I tell myself all day and night But I've known you for all my life And I don't want that us to die I love you, it's just not the same I'm sorry, is that okay?