Have You Always Known

Have you always known That there's a hole in your heart The valves are drifting apart And if I were made of steel I'd try to set off a spark To find your face in the dark But we are just beginning We're still forming, let's not leave just yet We'll live here in the valleys Of our memories so we don't forget Am I where you hide When life is too much at once Am I your dream, your silence And if you were going rogue I'd make the best of my odds And put it all toward the cause But we are just beginning We're still forming, let's not leave just yet We'll live here in the valleys Of our memories so we don't forget What it felt like I wanted to give you a reason to stay I wanted to tell you I found a new way I saw you, I claimed you, is that how it works I'm not trying to blame you Have you always known (that there's a hole in your heart) That there's a hole in your heart (the valves are drifting apart) I saw you, I claimed you, is that how it works I can't seem to hold on when worst comes to worst