What I Want

And with each day The pull I had begins to fade And it's what I wanted But there's always something in the way Cause it's what I want It's what I want Don't tell me that I'm too late And how many times will we say There's got to be some way And how many hours will we waste In dreams We could never admit without some help The weight of what we felt And how many times can we change our minds And with each day Another piece falls out of place And I shouldn't force it But I just keep trying anyway Cause I can't give up I can't give it up Sometimes patterns have to break And how many times will we say There's got to be some way And how many hours will we waste In dreams We could never admit without some help The weight of what we felt And how many times can we change our minds We don't want to recover We live to be kept in suspense And the night brings us under We see through a star-shrouded lens We hide in the morning When we feel like we're in control And the burdens we're storing How did they ever matter at all? How did they ever matter at all And how many times will we say There's got to be some way And how many hours will we waste In dreams We could never admit without some help The weight of what we felt And how many times can we change our minds