Square One

I was kinda hoping I'd recover But I guess the root of healing takes longer I thought I'd find hope from a lover But you can never ask for peace from another Need to get lost to find yourself Need to ask questions to get help Need to be broken to get well But getting there is hell And Back to square one Right when I thought that it was done I fell back to feeling alone My minds slipping out of control And there's no easy fix to growing No magic switch to knowing I'll see one day It'll be okay I'm still trying, patient to recover The therapies and remedies give color I wouldn't be here without my mother Midnight conversations closing in on closure Need to get lost to find yourself Need to stay strong when overwhelmed Even when it's so hard to tell Someone that you need help And Back to square one Right when I thought that it was done I fell back to feeling alone My minds slipping out of control And there's no easy fix to growing No magic switch to knowing I'll see one day It'll be okay Two months Off of antidepressants My hearts Going all through the lessons Why can't I just feel normal And I'm Back to square one Right when I thought that it was done I fell back to feeling alone My minds slipping out of control And there's no easy fix to growing No magic switch to knowing I'll see one day It'll be okay It'll be okay It'll be okay