Hold On

I miss you as much as I miss the drugs Something like your own voice Told me you don't want me coming home I hate you as much as I hate this love And I know you could never smoke When you're alone But I might die if you don't pick up the phone Why can't I stand you Why do I need to be around you I'm lying here sleepless You rolled over, face on mine Said you need a cigarette And you didn't come back When you when outside to smoke Am I allowed to be glad Or ashamed that you're gone Streets seemed so black Standing all alone Am I allowed to be mad Now that you're gone? But I might die if you don't pick up the phone Why can't I stand you Why do I need to be around you I'm lying here sleepless You rolled over, face on mine Said you need a cigarette And I hold on Why do I hold on Hold on Why do I hold on Hold on Why can't you hold on