Heavy For Me

Big promises in the air Yesterday was such a scare So much love I can't bear Never said I didn't care Two days in and it's over Wasn't a four leaves clover All your worries on my shoulders And it's only october It's only october It's only Felt love for the first time As I heard it's not a crime You wanna be there for a lifetime So you controlled me full time I don't wanna be controlled again Never felt so much pain All my energy is drained Just so that maybe you'd feel zen Just so that maybe you'd feel zen Just so that maybe I'm done with taking care of you All you do is make me feel blue I know we don't have the same views Know your words feel like glue I'm done with taking care of you When all you do is making me feel blue I know we don't have the same views Know your words feel like glue Can't listen to what want Can't talk about what I want Can't think like I want Can't eat like I want Can't do what I want Can't sing how I want Can't talk like I want Can't walk like I want Can't love you like I want Can't love me like I want Can't love you like I want Can't love me like I want Can't love us like I want Can't love us like I want Can't love us like I want Can't love us like I want Can't love us like aaaaaaaa