Because

You make the claim that you want the best for me Like it's so hard to see what's underneath I tried my best to quit the beast But its claws are now part of me I drink the fire and as it burns my throat I choke on weak excuses I used to blame it on shitty outcomes But I know it's all Because of me It's all because of me that This house went up in flames It's all because of me that Things just stay the same So I just grit my teeth and smile through the pain It's all because of me Two years clean but narcotic fits still rage inside of me