Endless

For days I sleep Stuck in an endless painkiller dream With arms outstretched to you Come pull the curtains back The sun bleeds in through cracked eyelids (Why does the sun come out?) Wish I couldn't wake up again, couldn't wake up again (The dreams mitigate my missing reality We pull the trigger but it wouldn't do anything) Wish I couldn't wake up again, couldn't wake up again (The dreams mitigate my missing reality The thoughts of sorrow with no ending of self-defeat) For days I sleep My script is out again All my sorrows Gotta wash em away with a bottle of Heaven Hill I don't know how I made it this time (The dreams mitigate my missing reality We pull the trigger but it wouldn't do anything) I don't know how I made it this time (The dreams mitigate my missing reality The thoughts of sorrow with no ending of self-defeat) I wished I couldn't wake up again (Wishing all my fears would come back to me Thinking maybe that my demons are out for me) I don't know how I made it this time (The dreams mitigate my missing reality We pull the trigger but it wouldn't do anything) Wished I couldn't wake up again, couldn't wake up again (The dreams mitigate my missing reality The thoughts of sorrow with no ending of self-defeat) I wished I couldn't wake up again But I woke up again