Chillen in the Backwoods

I'm counting my blessings, Messed up a lot learned my lessons, Growing up rough, finally opened my eyes felt like I grew up, How can you look in the mirror & say it feels different, Only how life was so much simpler, But, Being to greedy & Impatient, It'll tear your soul apart & change you mentally, Not being social hurting your family emotionally, Arguments leading to you two hurting each other physically, Just the thought of what I did to you its killing me I finally woke up tired of feeling that way, When I spoke up they didn't know what to say, MICHAEL you ain't the same why the change, Much love to give F**ks giving dow the drain, Plenty nights no sleep out the window I gaze, In the slumps Digging my grave, Heard someone calling my name, Ever since then I've seen better days, Roots go deep memories setting my ways, Loyal to the hustle CHASINDREAMZ back to the future, Royalty as is it to be humble beautiful like the stars of Jupiter Far from perfect I'm not trying to break your heart bae, This a cruel world your daddy's lost still trying to find his way, I'll die for the thought so you can continue living, My last breath won't be yours baby the crowds speechless, I've been along way from home lately headed home with the quickness, Through tunnel vision your the light that brought me out the darkness, I hate this world so much but I love you so dearly, You bring tears to my eyes just the thought of you missing me, Holdup wait a minute I lost it when you said you loved me There was Nights I couldn't sleep without you, There was days baby i couldn't be without you, Everybody going in I'm trying to find away out, There ain't no laws in heaven this hell on earth we sailing, If you wanted me dead that means you know I'm Living