Agony

Without agony I keep it to myself Craving liability Relish my feelings to stomach what's wrong And apathy is a game we all play to cover ourselves From Empathy To take some time off Or just barricade my mind Fix myself or wither away before I find out I find out What's the worst outcome? So much agony And what's the worst outcome? Live to learn The meaning of everything If I find out It'd be way too soon Lie down Collect my thoughts and regress Will it be the same if I fall back again? Let's stop pretending it's alright When we can fix this Situation now Let's stop pretending that it's there when it's not All it takes is to spark my ambitions