Hidden in the Kitchen Drawer

I’ll let it gnaw No, I’ll let it chew me in two Spoke to the doctor “Are you eating enough?” I can’t keep it in So I I keep it hidden Won’t speak for a month It’s been two since you Ran around the bedroom Your hair in my mouth Saying "don’t worry" Don’t worry Said "don’t worry It always works out" Said it always works out "But I want a break I want to break" I let it gnaw No, I let it chew me in two Spoke to the doctor "Are you eating enough?" Won’t speak for a month It’s been two since you Ran out the bedroom Grabbed a kitchen knife Saying “don’t come nearer ever I’m afraid to let you in I’m afraid to lose the line Between heartache and spare time Turn away from me Like you always do”