Safe/Unsafe

I’m freaking out I’m sinking into it All of my fears Follow every instance of this Slip off the couch Into something less forgiving Know this will change me Know this will change everything Call in my life Wrapped up in all I had hated It’s been a few months And I’ve worked up a statement “Feeling was vague Felt like I should have changed it But I rolled back my eyes And let it suffocate me” She grabbed my arm Tugged it straight off my shoulder And she smouldered as she said “If it’s all wrong Put your weight on my shoulder Just let me hold it” My spine became the noodle You slurped out of my mouth Headed south to my old thoughts And I was at Chick-fil-A Crying ‘bout how I need you And soon we lost track of who needed who She grabbed my arm Tugged it straight off my shoulder And she smouldered as she said “If it’s all wrong Put your weight on my shoulder Just let me hold you” I could have held you Oh f*ck I really could have held you I could have held you Oh f*ck I really could have held you I could have held you Oh f*ck I really could have held you I could have held you Oh f*ck I really could have held you I could have held you Oh f*ck I really could have held you I could have held you Oh f*ck I really could have held you I could have held you Oh f*ck I really could have held you I could have held you Oh f*ck I really could have held you But we went inside and that’s fine too