I'm Ok

I hate everything I've become Why do I feel so numb inside Everyday I feel like a bum Wasting the days away ahuh Man I felt better in the past Littered pieces of me fading away I can't help this drought Please forgive my frown Don't say upside down I will only look like a clown Out of place and out of mind Everyday I feel so blind Struggling to move on They always say come on All I can say is I'm ok All I can say is I'm ok All I can say is I'm ok All I can say is I'm ok No one can see my darkness I just looked into the abyss I thought I saw something Staring back at me In reality it was me from 2013 Everything feels like a dream Unbelievable things happening Trying to grasp what is real and what is not I try not to think a lot Wash my brain away Fill it with YouTube and games Yeah I feel so lame I'm trying to take my demons and put them to shame Friends don't know how I am But when they ask me All I can say is I'm ok All I can say is I'm ok All I can say is I'm ok All I can say is I'm ok