My Own Mess

I take my time Guess I have it, why not cash in? My own designs All the indecision's maddening Right here in the middle of my own mess I'm gathering everything I have left I'm here in the middle of my own mess I'm happy to live with my own regret Step out of line Privy to the path I'm paving But plans unwind Yeah I have 'em, just can't stand 'em I'm here in the middle of my own mess I'm piling up trash just like all the rest Right here in the middle of my own mess I'm happy to lose placing my own bets I spent my dime Now I have none, guess I had fun On borrowed time Least there's a decision happening Right here in the middle of my own mess I'm gathering everything I have left Stuck here in the middle of my own mess I'm giving my worst just to take what's best