Gemini Rue

How was I supposed to know that I would be so closed off as a man Only watching the sky so I could see when the skies are tumbling Always a little too distant, but still so damn close too I swear I'll stand on my own two feet when I'm done sticking to the god damn walls When it's over I'll pay what it costs if you just get me out of here If my legs give out then would you please come and carry me dear Can't always lie and never lie to everyone I know you're looking at me, but just hold on And if you want me to stay then it's a roll of the dice if I come down here Baby I don't know why, but there's a part of my mind yelling, "Come down, honey." Now I'm coming around and only wondering why it is I came out here When it's over I'll pay what it costs if you just get me out of here If my legs give out then would you please come and carry me dear Can't always lie and never lie to everyone I screamed I whispered I ran I walked I crawled I jumped up I sang, but still screaming We're running It's the dead of night Our hands up, in the sunlight shouting "It's so much fun." "I hate it." Uncontrollable one Then she calls out to me...