C.M.B.

I don't know why my shit ain't doin' numbers Detonation shoulda shut down the rest of the summer But it ain't do nothin' Ain't shit doin' nothin' despite that I keep em comin' Put in the work know it leads to somethin I trust the vision mom thinks I'm bluffin' Put in the time they think I ain't doin Nothin' Negative thoughts get dropped I'm smokin' on Baby bop This thot want to lock she don't get a Second thought Hunt for success beginnin' to stress me out Count my blessings on both hands but you would need thirteen to count all the shit I dropped Foggy head from the drugs I ingest lungs hurt from the cigarettes Your girl lied to you in a text I put her mouth to the test Watch how you droppin your neck bop Show my dick respect then bop What the F*ck did you expect ma You know I ain't shit ahhh Now I'm flauntin' my high Feel like I'm too high to die clear that I ain't got a heart Sit in the dark leave the bitch in the dark I won't tell her a thing not a single remark To me I'm bein' smart to her I'm bein' harsh Different reality separate journeys we embark Gettin' further and further apart Y'all shoulda left me dead shouldn'ta brought me back Y'all shoulda let me decay shoulda left me in the black Not to say I'm not grateful not to say I ain't glad Not to say I ain't happy to be alive but I can't wait to go back I never not felt like Ray can't say I've ever felt my face Poppin' pills feel like a king feel like my mind is a maze Lost in the ring I'm chasin' highs I'm chasin' dreams Reality's harsh but not as harsh as it seems not as harsh as it can be